What is this?

I have been reading blogs for about 6 months now.  I am not a writer, I am not a photo taker, I am not crafty and I am not perfect.  I don't use good pronunciation and I say what's on my mind.  So I guess we we will see what I plan to do with this blogging?  I am kinda hoping noone sees it so I can just use it as a journal but then I kinda hope they do, so I keep at it.  I want to journal about my kids, family and friends.  I want to remember it all.  My kids are older..14 and 12 so I am a little late to the game.  I love reading all the blogs and the funnys stuff people say.  I can see myself in all of them and I can see that I want to be like all of them as well. So...here I start............let's see how long this lasts.